hmm .. back to update and also to prevent my blog from rotting ..
i didn't manage to blog these few days as i was bz wid studies and i'm also tired ..
i admit tat i'm somehow a bit lazy to blog nowadays ... ^^
ok .. tdy met Jesslyn to go sch tgt ..
thanks for the morning call .. hees .. coz think i won't be able to wake up tat early though..
hmm .. felt giddy since ytd evening .. maybe is becoz i'm deprived from sleep ... haix ...
and tdy all the lecturers keep emphasizing tat we have not much time left as the main examination is drawing nearer ...
make us stress man ... =.=
tmr will having CKT quiz .. and can say tat it's my only hope ..
as for the other quiz DFUND taken ytd .. i'm v sure tat i'll flunk for tat paper ...
haix .. ok .. nvm shall not talk abt tat ....
nxt wk will be having lab tests ... how?! coz i'm the weakest in tat part ...
wrtoral presentation nxt wk too ... oh my ...
tdy my hp batt went flat in the morning .. haix .. so not in use for the whole day ..
ohya .. thanks ms foong for the comp monitor .. finally my hse comp can be used ... yea ..!!
shall stop here .. here are some pics taken last tues when my clique and i wore formal ..
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:33 PM
back to update ...
ytd i edited the template of my blog... hope it looks nicer .. lol ..
haix .. my muscles are all dying ... coz haven't been train for weeks le ...
so after exams and when i've the time i need to start training ..
and also i've been trying to start my revision le ...
&& seriously i've alot of doubts ...
now i'm really v worried tat i can't take it any longer and ... ...
sigh~~~
ytd i happened to take out my diary ...
and i realised tat i haven't been updating for so long ...
the last time i updated was ... and it juz reminds me of tat day ... ...
hmm ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 12:42 PM
today ... ...
first period is EFFCOM lesson ...
but guess wad... we waited for the tcher to reach but in the end he didn't...
waited for him for almost 1 hr ...
then during CKT tutorial .. he called one of my frenz and the class was asked to stay back after sch to sit for the EFFCOM test...
after which is EMATH lec .. i didn't uds wad the lecturer was teaching...
die die die .... can someone help me ... =X
how i wish i'm a genius and hv a smarter brain ...
during tat lec .. i saw almost everyone was concentrating ..
suddenly i feel so scared as they'al are so hardworking ... but for me ... haix...
so main exams GG le ...
realise tat nowadays my post will always mention abt main exams ...
coz seriously i'm vvvvv scared and worried ...
ok .. enough of tat ..
after sch .. went to SC and we planned to giv a surprise for JOEL TAN SI PIN...
we bought a birthday cake and a present for her as part of her bdae celebration ...
and we made each other dirty by playing with the cream ...
i tried to escape as to prevent myself fr getting dirty but to no avail .. hahas...
nxt time if it was my birthday .. think i've to keep it a secret.. i'm serious.. lol...
so yea .. Happy Advanced Birthday to xiaomei once again .. *smiles* =]
maybe tmr gna celebrate her bdae at sly's hse again ...oh yea..
after that met up with Jesslyn & CF to go hm tgt ....
tat's all ba ... ciaoz~
i've lots to say ... but juz tat ...
and for now i'm very sure ... ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 7:02 PM
what i have learnt from tat show...
is ...
PASSION and HOPE...
use your heart to search them...
as long as you use your own heart, you can actually find hope...
by doing so... there's always hope in wadever we do .. and in life too...
isn't it...
a short post... && tt's wad i leart from the show 'The Perfect Cut'...
tmr's the last episode le... so must watch!!.. hees...
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:53 PM
another coincidence day...
tdy saw yun hao on bus while on the way to sch...
it had been like 6 mths since i last saw her... lol...
she'd changed alot though...
ok.. lessons as usual...
nowadays i'm really worried with my studies...
esp DFUND 1... i'm not sure of everything... not even a single bit...
sem 1.1 alrdy so jialat... so how am i going to proceed to 1.2 i wonder... haix...
as for CKT and EMATH i juz hv to try my best...
*pray hard tat i can clear*...
oh ya...
thankyou JESSLYN!!... for helping me to edit my speech outline early in the morning tdy and waking me up also... lolx ..
thnx for the guide and references too...
my work seems to be better after editing.. hahas..
thank you once again .. u're appreciated .. =)
suddenly i feel so helpless...
a sense of fear... ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 6:34 PM
tdy... another coincidence day...
i saw teck seng in bus when going hm... hahas...
and another surprise thing is tat i board the same bus when going sch and going hm...
ohoh...~ lol....
tdy... a short day...
after sch went to TM wid frenz....
nice chatting wid them.. coz sure will keep laughing de.. hohoho...
and tdy my fren told me tat the main examination time-table is out...
haix... my first paper is on the 25th August...
almost 1 more mth to go...
ROY!! how are u going to cope with it?!...
there's alot to study.. and i dun wish to study now...
coz i'll forget everything when the exams start...
STM...
but i also dun wish to study last min... so how?!
stress!!!
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:12 PM
tdy was another 'coincidence' day ... lol...
saw CF at Design sch canteen...
then finally get to see jesslyn at ENG sch after like more than 2 wks?... hahas...
ok.. lessons as usual...
the number of students attending lectures is getting lesser and lesser...
esp when it is known tat the 85% attendance requirement doesn't include lecture's att....
and as usual... i fell asleep during lectures... haix...
ntg went into my brain...
gna flunk for my exams le...
wrtoral presentation nxt tues...
quizzes and tests nxt wk...
omg..! how?!
ok.. think tat's all... bye~
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:54 PM
hmm.. wad a coincidence day tdy indeed.. lolx..
in the morning saw ms foong at the bridge there on the way to TP...
it'd been quite some time since i saw her... lol...
then lessons as usual...
my CKT lab seriously CMI.. *blur*...
then EPT lab continue with the power supply thingy...
i was rushing to finish it coz tdy is the dead line le...
doing tat power supply is super shagged...
luckily my frenz helped me with it.. and the power supply works!! woo~
yea thnx my frenz!!! =)
do till ard 6.45pm then i went hm..
&& surprisingly i saw Eunice on bus as it was alrdy quite late le...
it'd been quite some time since i saw her too...
so coincidence... lolx...
i didn't actually saw her till when i heard she called 'mr roy kim'... hahas...
hav a nice chat wid her... chat till the time past v fast... lolx...
take care ya!!!
hmm.. tdy finally get to see both my frenz after quite some time...
i wonder is this heaven's planning de... hahas... ;)
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:32 PM
ok..back fr camp ytd evening...
on Fri.. i was running late for camp so i took a cab down to TP..
and the taxi fare is $16?!?!...
stunned right? i was like... ...
so nxt time no more taking cab to TP le...
overall the camp was quite fun...
played ice-breaking games and carnival games...
we had night walk too... they'all planned to make this a very scary one... (all the ghost faces, candles, creepy sounds and music...) and i can say they were actually abit successful in doing so.. coz i'm abit scared off by them... hahas...
&& also we danced many different type of dances...
namely..
1) our very own Engineering Mass Dance... (i love this dance!!!)
2) Cartoon Dance...
3) PT Dance...
4) Chicky Dance...
5) lastly is of course TP Mass Dance...
well.. after the camp i'm dead beat... zZz...
&& it's time for some revision alrdy... haix...
approx 1 more mth to go...
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:45 AM
gng to rush for ESC EEO Subcom Camp... (:
will be back tmr evening... ByeBye!!!
when everything is said and done ... @ 5:14 PM
okay.. tdy i'm late for sch..
maybe forgt to make alarm clock as i woke up late...
lesson was supposely started at 9am but i reached the tutorial rm at 9.20am... lolx...
anw... tdy at least i absorbed smtg...
during DFUND tutorial i was like damn blur... tutor asked me qn and i couldn't ans it... coz i dun even uds a single bit of the topic then how am i going to ans.. hahas...
then lucky joel xiaomei taught me... i somehow get to uds le...
during APEL lesson... chenghao also taught me abit of DFUND...
really hope tat they gt the patience to teach me coz seriously i need help... =.=
after which went to IT/ASS 'Flavours' to hv lunch..
then as usual... it's sport-ing time... lol..
plan to play bball but it was raining cats and dogs so we went to play table-tennis instead..
it was fun playing table-tennis once again...
coz i haven't been playing table-tennis since like pri sch...
but i still get the feel of it... hehe...
then went to play bball as it had stopping pouring...
then went to play bball as it had stopping pouring...
i played for awhile then went hm le...
dead-beat~~~ zZz
went to bugis for awhile b4 heading hm...
while i was waiting for bus at opp bendemeer pri sch bus-stop.. i helped someone to retrieve her EZ-link card as she accidentally dropped it somewhere deep at the seat there...
i felt great as i helped someone... hees... (:
ok... tat's all for tdy...
also posted some photos taken ytd when celebrating my bro's bdae.. =)
mum chose choc cake as she knew i dun like to eat cream...
then i told her it's okay coz it was my bro's bdae and not mine... hahas...
but still she bought it... =] the cake is nice~~
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:07 PM
hmm.. tdy had Engineering Mathematics test...
well.. juz hope tat i can score well.. =)
chatted wid jason while on the way hm...
main examinations is coming real soon... stress...
how?! how?!
anw.. i'm happy tdy.. hahas..
i'm really glad to hv my friends to chat and joke with...
&& tdy i keep making fun of them and joke with each other... hehehe...
&& i noticed tat i'm like somehow different fr last time as in character wise...
hav i changed?? (:
tdy my bro's turning 15 yrs old le...
wish him the best in the future ahead... =D
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:15 PM
tdy went to sch as usual..
i was feeling sleepy as well as hungry during lessons..
can't wait for break time.. hahas...
we went to Bread Board to hv our lunch and i ate the omelette fried rice... it's indeed delicious.. yummy~~ but abit little for me... hehex..
saw jason at there too.. lolx..
realised tat mostly every monday i will be seeing at least a sec sch friend of mine... LOL..
anw... after which is EPT lab lession..
i hate it as tat period was 3 hrs long non-stop...
but tdy i found tat the time passed very quickly.. maybe coz we were bz doing our power supply thingy... it's quite interesting... esp when drilling and soldering.. XD
then after sch went hm str...
oh ya.. tmr's my younger bro's bdae... ard 5 hrs more to 12 midnite...
so muz make him happy... =D shall let him play my laptop for awhile... hahas...
okies.. tat's all for tdy i think...
tired.. shall go rest for awhile and prepare for my Engineering Mathematics test tmr...
finally it's over... glad tat u're fine... =)
when everything is said and done ... @ 6:49 PM
tdy another mentoring session again..
but i went alone for tdy as the rest are bz...
hmm.. tdy when i reached TCCC.. the first person i saw is my mentee, JiaJun...
he hugged and keep tagging me... oh lolx...
but then tdy i was not his mentor... i was assigned to another mentee instead at level 2 rm...
my mentee for tdy is Jessica, Pri 6 de...
she dun wan me and my partner to be her mentors.. coz both are males... lol..
so we juz stared at her doing her work...
during mentoring... there was an interview for mentors...
we were asked to ans some qns abt mentoring and leadership de...
then gt one qn is "would u take up any leadership role if u were asked to?"
i heard fr my other frenz tat their ans mostly is no... but a few of them say yes...
&& i ans them by saying tat i'll try my best and they put yes for me... lol..
think i most probably be one of the leaders le.. how?! lol... regret.. hahas..
&& JiaJun told me smtg "if nxt time i'm not his mentor, he so gna cry..."
&& nxt wk i'm not going for mentoring session as i've E.E.O. subcom camp going on...
how?! hahas...
after which i left and went to 3 different places to search for shoes and wallet...
not those ex or branded type de...
searching for shoe named "checker" or others etc but to no avail...
so i went hm empty handed... haix...
ard 8pm i then make my way home...
tired~~
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:17 PM
tdy str after sch met up with jason and zh...
went to hv lunch at Boon Keng KFC b4 going to BSS...
as the sec 4s uniform grps would be havin POP [Passing Out Parade]...
as i looked on the cadets... i saw the reflection of myself back in last few yrs...
i do somehow miss those times when we wore our uniform doing our drills, taking squad, shouting and etc...
now tat we've "bei tao tai" le... we've to leave the job for the nxt generation...
oh my... i sounded like i'm very old liddat... hahas...
ok.. this year their performance for POP are quite alright...
i juz love the tune played by the band for POP... lolx...
all of them were in high spirits after the POP ended...
we'all headed home after tat...
i'm tired... zZz...
nowadays i keep indulge on food... why?!
i need to resist fr eating more and more... otherwise ... ...
tmr i'll be going for mentoring session alone coz the rest are bz.. lolx..
hope tmr turns out a fine day for me... =]
below are photos taken during POP...
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:23 PM
hmm.. ok.. i'm back once again after a short break...
sry for not informing tat i closed down my blog juz for the time being...
&& some of my frenz thod tat the internet gt some prob or the connection aren't connected at all and some still keep refreshing tat page... LOL...
anw.. i've changed my blogskin..
&& i realised tat i once used this blogskin before back in years but somehow the blogskin is different in some ways though... i've edited quite alot.. hees..
ok.. these few days back i'm really bz...
as for my studies, i'm really lagging behind and i've to rush through all by myself and hope i can uds everything...
tests and main examination are juz ard the corner... i've to buck up le...
hmm.. juz wna say abt these past few days...
sad to say tat i failed my CKT lab test.. haix.. but i passed for my DFUND lab test...
and also last wed i went to gym wid some of my clique...
do some workouts there and my whole body is ache-ing now.. lolx..
i wan to train... and train... (keep healthy).. hees...
i wan to make it a point tat i'm going to gym for at least once a wk... ^^
one last thing.. some of my frenz said tat i've changed in one way or the other...
i'm more social-ble compared to when they first knew me... hahas...
ok.. think i shall stop here coz it's quite a long post alrdy... hahas...
i dun noe... maybe it will be better like this... ...
some random pics... =D
when everything is said and done ... @ 1:16 AM
tdy had another mentoring session again...
after which went to Tamp Giant and IKEA...
then went hm after tat...
no mood to go into details so yea this, in a nutshell, is all tat happened tdy.. hees..
some reflection of myself...
i juz realise tat i'm not a good man after all...
a person tat no one can rely on...
wadever i think tat would happen, somehow or the other it does come true but in a bad way as in happen at the wrong timing... how?!
then also whenever i think abt tat.. i started to get worry but it seems ntg...
am i over-worry or ...?...
if i could uds the other person's mind without asking him/her... isn't tat good...
i wanted to help the others but i juz think tat i can't make it...
so i juz do everything i can for now...
i'm really v tired... keep thinking of this and that...
think till i headache le...
sometimes i really wan to give up but i feel tat it's not the right timing too...
so forget it...
and this is also why i dun really hv the mood to study for now...
so how am i able to cope with the upcoming main examination..?!
i'm trying at all means to forget all abt tat but i juz found myself between the devil and the deep sea... argh!!.. i juz dun noe wad to do...
putting a fake front is a hard thing to do... haix...
maybe tmr or some other day i'm going out alone late at night to somewhere where i can hv some peace... i seriously need it.. =]
when everything is said and done ... @ 10:38 PM
whenever i'm down... who's there for me...
whenever i'm happy... who's there to let me share with...
sometimes i may feel happy... but sometimes i may also feel sad...
when i'm happy... i'll be smiling and laughing...
and also i'll hv the motivation to do things...
when i'm sad... i try to put a fake front to hide my feelings...
sometimes i tried my best to smile and laugh... but i can't...
but wadever it is... that's life!! isn't it..?...
hmm.. ok.. tat's random of me to write all tat... HAHA!!
anw.. these past few days i've been going hm str after sch...
i wanted to study but in the end i didn't study much...
neither do i hv the mood nor motivation to do work or play...
i've not been concentrating during lectures and tutorials...
so whenever i study in my own pace... i'll be having lots of doubts...
well... i can only blame myself for tat... LOL!!
Engineering Mathematics 1: Exponential and Logarithmic Functions
DFUND 1: Functional Blocks
CKT: Network Theorems
oh gosh... who can help me with all tat... haix...
more and more work...
more and more stress...
and presentation coming up t00... oh my..!!
i'm eating quite alot lately t00... i also dun noe why... HAHA!! getting fatter soon... =.=
one fine day... think i'll be going to a peaceful place to relax myself...
Bedok Reservoir maybe?... hahas...
go there emo..? lol..kidding.. juz want to do a reflection of my own and sort things out...
so yea... (:
here are some random photos... =p
2 of the pics above showing me emo-ing are "tou pai" by ms foong... LOL!!
my hand vadalised by joel xiaomei... HAHA!! here are the evidence.. wahahas...
me & junxiang...
when everything is said and done ... @ 5:29 PM
went for 'skip for a good cause' tdy...
for every 10 skips, a bowl of rice will be donated.. woo~
i skipped ard 760 times which means 76 bowls of rice are donated...
woah... isn't it cool!!! hahas...
if i can skipped and help those around me and hope everyone would be fine... how good it is...
but... ... ... haix...
i'll do wad i can do for ??? the most ryte now... =)
I want EVERYONE AROUND ME to be HAPPY... =D
that's my only wish for now....
DON'T WORRY... BE HAPPY!!!
:)
fear ... ... ...
i wonder how... i wonder why...
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:05 PM
