hmm .. tdy went down to ashraf's company ....
had some talking session with the ppl there ....
quite interesting though ... hees ...
then after which we went to visit ashraf's hse and .. hv dinner !!! hahas ...
his family is like ... so good !!! how i wish i hv tt kind of family ):
(oops .. i wanted to talk abt my family le ... HAHA!! )
before we left ... ash's mum gave each of us the cookies and stuff ... =)
well .. tmr is a public holiday ...
and i wish all muslims a SELAMAT HARI RAYA PUASA !!! =D
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:59 PM
oops .. forgot to mention abt my new blogskin ....
i shld say ...
credit goes to Ms Jesslyn Tan ....
thnx for helping me with it ... thankyou !!!
i like the new blogskin !!! (:
*smiles*
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:58 PM
when everything is said and done ... @ 7:27 PM
sometimes we may overlooked on some things .. or rather some ppl ard us ....
allow us more time .. to know and uds more abt them ... (:
sometimes you may judge abt tt particular thing or person .. but may not be wad u think of ...
as there's one saying which goes, 'don't judge a book by its cover ...'
everything changes ard us .. isn't it? it doesn't matter whether it is a thing or ppl ...
so pls don't ever assume anything .. actually it also depends on how you see things ...
well .. i've seen through many things ... and i think i've overlooked some of them ... ):
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:40 PM
tdy went to work juz for a day ...
giving out flyers for starhub ... at my hse area there .. (:
work from 3pm to 9pm ....
though it's quite boring ... but when the thought of money comes into mind .. woo~
not just only tt ... when the ppl smile and say thankyou .. and take the flyers ...
wah .. it's juz a sense of satisfaction ....
HAHA!!!
what i've learnt from tdy's work ...
is that the job of giving out flyers .. isn't as easy as you think ...
and it's just a simple courtesy to take the flyers from us ...
so nxt time when i saw ppl giving out flyers .. i will just kindly take from them ... (:
tired? but i had fun working ... hees ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:37 PM
my wants/needs ?
1. a new wallet - my wallet alrdy CMI le ...
2. a new sport shoe - my current sport shoe going to spoil . ):
3. a new HP - my Nokia Hp not really in good condition ...
4. a bicycle - i want to cycle !! (:
5. a mp3 or iPod - to entertain me whenever i'm bored ...
well .. well .. well .. hope i can get all these asap !!.. woo~
when everything is said and done ... @ 10:50 PM
have you ever notice that the person who gives you the most happiness is also the person who gives you the most unhappiness ...
then also if you dislike tt particular person's personality or character ... but sometimes you are the one too ... so tt's why sometimes you have to try to be in other person's stand also ... till then you will realise ...
sometimes you wish about that particular person to be ... (be it on anything) ... but usually it happens on the other person ...
what's the difference between 'DREAM' and 'WISH' ... ?
when everything is said and done ... @ 12:25 AM
juz reached hm not long ago ...
hmm .. went to meet up with friends in sch to play bball and soccer ...
woots~ another day of playing sports .. hees ..
becoming more sporty ? :p
hmm .. then after which went to my grandma's hse for awhile coz is her birthday tdy ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA !!! =) *smiles*
juz received all the photos taken during Camp Inspiration ...
so nice .. hahas ...
speechless .. dun knw wad to say now ... so tt's all ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:11 PM
ytd went to play sports games with ... ...
chiw foong, wanjun, shili, eunice, wee teng, huiling, jesslyn and chong how ...
wow .. guess wad .. we were playing table tennis .. badminton .. volleyball .. and lastly basketball ....
we had FUN !!! =)
then after which headed down to ECP for the mentoring BBQ with jesslyn ...
ate some bbq food .. chatted with the rest and went for cycling too ...
hmm .. then home sweet home after tt ... (:
i dun knw ... ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:44 AM
i'm searching in for a person ...
tt person is someone who ... ...
1) is a good person ...
2) has a kind and caring heart ...
3) is understanding ...
4) is un-selfish ... - share everything tt he/she has ...
5) is mature in thinking and understand things esp abt me?...
6) is not bias ... - to him/her, everyone is equal ...
7) is easy to get along with ...
8) won't leave me in the lurch ...
9) won't make me feel uncomfortable, sad or angry ...
10) i'm able to turn to whenever i've problems ...
wow .. tt person sounds kinda a perfect friend right ???
but it's like one of a kind ... not tt easy to find tt person ... ):
where are you ? where are you ? where are you ? xD
well ... not forgetting that's one of my resolutions for the year 2008 ...
- search for the one very best friend who can really understand me and won't leave me in the lurch;
let's hope one day you will appear right in front of me ... hees ... *smiles* =)
when everything is said and done ... @ 3:04 AM
Birthday Boy: ChengHao ... XD
Group Photo (:
wishing ... hmm .. wad did he wish?? :P
twist ! hees ...
the 5 of us who kenna flour on our heads .. oops ... white hair? =D when everything is said and done ... @ 12:38 AM
tdy went out to shop ... a fun day? hahas ...
then later went to see doc at St. George clinic there ...
coz of my foot ... the skin part ... =X
and i also found out tt my foot is not in good condition ... haix ...
is it risky in the future ... ? i dun knw ...
thanks ! =)
when everything is said and done ... @ 10:24 PM
moments before .. went out with my tp family and celebrated CH's bdae ...
woots .. can say tt it's quite successful ... hees ...
bought a present and cake for him ...
hope he enjoyed and like them !! .. =)
To ChengHao:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!! ..
and u've grown 1 yr older le .. but it's good u knw .. coz u're officially 18 and u can do alot of things le ... which means u're alrdy a young adult .. hahas ...
may all your wishes come true and good luck in everything u do ...
good to knw u as a friend ... (:
and thnx for hearing me out whenever i've problems, whichever in studies or personal issues ..
with you ard .. there's always laughter ... =D
and once again Happy Birthday my dear bro ... *smiles* ...
pictures to be upload later ... =]
when everything is said and done ... @ 12:44 AM
ytd went out with my BSS brothers to Sentosa ...
hmm .. we met at Harbourfront MRT station ...
then went to Vivo to hv lunch at LJS ...
we then went to buy snacks and drinks at VivoMart ...
after which bought tickets and sat the monotrail to the beach station ...
and we'all played volleyball there ... and we seems not gd at playing tt ... oops .. =X
then we played in the sea ... didn't want to get wet and 'someone' juz pushed me into the sea ..
so eventually i'm still drenched ... hahas ...
not only getting drenched ... but i'm still ... ... by my brothers ...
wow .. it juz reminded me of my secondary sch days ... hees ...
hmm .. then we played till ard 6 plus then we left ...
went to Vivo hv our dinner and shop for awhile ...
enjoyed ourselves for the day and home sweet home !!! yea ... =)
below are some pictures taken ytd... (:
the 6 of us .. (Zhi Hao, Nik, Jason Ng, Nigel, Teck Seng & ME)
Nigel .. Jason .. Nik and ME ..
some random shots .. hees ..
on the escalator .. xD
kopitiam cup .. haha ..
thnx Zhi Hao for the photos ... =)
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:27 AM
ok .. back to update .. hee ..
hmm .. woke up early tdy coz i've a dream tt woke me up ...
i dreamt i killed some ppl with someone .. and tried to escape ..
omg .. it's like v real can .. and i was afraid to go to jail .. lol ..
agressiveness .. XD ...
hmm .. later going out with my BSS brothers to Sentosa .. yeah ..
thank god .. coz i was thinking wad am i going to do for tdy .. but then last evening i juz receive the msg .. hahas ..
and it's also the time to catch up with them coz on last saturday i didnt stay for too long with them ... hees ....
watching 'Hot Shot' nowadays on net ...
woots~ it's a nice show ... and i loved their dance so much ... i wan to learn tt .. yea ..
plans...
today: going out with my BSS brothers ...
23rd Sept: going out ... ...
24th Sept: ???
25th Sept: Mentoring BBQ ...
26th Sept: Grandma's Birthday ...
yes .. be myself ...
heck care le ... =)
when everything is said and done ... @ 10:05 AM
i haven't been update for some time le .. coz coz coz i'm not in the mood ...
seriously i'm not feeling tt good ryte now ..
it's like i'm carrying a barrier with me ..
and i cannot even be myself .. i'm not complacent with my life ...
there's too much things bothering me ..
adding one by one .. it's a total disaster in the end ...
and i dun knw how to cope with all these ...
argh !!
aiya .. i dun knw how to say also ..
forget all of them ? i tried but to no avail ...
pls god .. take away all these ... i really dun wan to be like this ...
for now .. i knw i've alrdy lost all the determination to move on le ...
somebody pls save me !!
when will i be fine ?
when everything is said and done ... @ 12:30 AM
replies to tagboard =)
CF: lolx.. yalo .. but it's ok la ... i won't mind ... heee .. =)
nameless: hmm .. k .. juz feeling terrible .. but it's ok de .. i'm still fine ... hahas .. =]
Camy: yea .. i punched and smacked my pillow ytd nite .. heee ... i juz done tt .. yeah !! =D
hi: orh .. thnx for tagging .. see u !! heee ...
u can but i can't do tt ... and i juz dun uds ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:18 PM
roy is not feeling tt good right now ...
dun ask me why ...
ARGH !!! GRRR !!!
the feeling is damn terrible ...
it's like the first time i feel tt way ...
now i know it's really hard for someone to bottled up everything ...
haix .. haix .. haix ..
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:13 PM
replies to tagboard =)
Camy (BSS): yay .. okies .. i shall not be anxious .. hees .. thnx =)
nameless: oops .. cheer up =] dun be sad and dun think so much .. let's work harder k k ...
chenghao: wahahas ... roy is back !!! :P
coRyn: yea .. let's learn Korean one day ... so tt maybe we can communicate in Korean ? wow .. tt's cool !! hahas ... 'GO BACK JUMP ~~ CONCENTRATION' I want to play those games again ... hehe .. =D
when everything is said and done ... @ 2:19 PM
hi all =) juz back from the camp ..
here are the highlights of the camp ...
Day 1:
I met up with friends and went for the camp ...
the participants were split up into groups and of course we had ice-breakers ...
I got to know a lot of new friends in CSC ... hees ...
and my group's name is CLOVER ...
CLOVER rawks !!!
Day 2:
we had Mental Health First Aid Talk conducted by Ms Eunice (Jesslyn's Lecturer) ...
as well as talent time and show down ...
watched a documentary movie 'Forest Gump' ...
Day 3:
we visited to IMH and we interacted with some patients there ...
in the evening we had Magical Autumn II in which we celebrated with those old folks ...
Day 4:
we had aMAZE-ing games ...
then break camp ...
and home sweet home ... =)
My Reflection with regards of the camp:
well ... I felt tt this camp is somehow different from the other camps tt I'd attended so far ... coz it's not only abt having fun and getting to knw more friends, I've also experienced many things tt I doubt I've the chance if is not for this camp .. for e.g.: the visit to IMH ... not to deny, i was actually somehow afraid initially but after tt trip, I got to uds more abt the situation there and I'm not afraid anymore ... coz it's like what the person-in-charge said, the patients there are like our 'special' friends ... they are like us but juz tt their mental health ... and the other thing tt I want to comment abt is abt the Magical Autumn ... the old folks were friendly and I also enjoyed chit-chatting with them .. they kept saying 'ma fan ni le' .. and I know tt the old folks really enjoyed our accompany with them coz we brought smiles and laughter to them ... hees .. =) so as from what I've said, I can say tt I've enjoyed this camp and it's meaningful to me !!! *smiles*
thanks to the organisers and everyone for making this camp a successful one .. (:
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:59 PM
hmm ... my last post b4 i go for the camp tmr ... =)
tmr i'll be away for CSC camp for 3 days ...
so won't be posting anything for tt period of time ...
hope the camp is gna be FUN ...
really really really hope so ... (:
coz i'm afraid of something ... haix ...
and i'd keep considering of wanting to go for the camp ?
but think eventually i'll still be going bah ... coz is like tmr is the actual day ...
dun want to last minute backing out ...
let's hope everything's fine then ... =]
and on the 11th Sept ... results will be out ...
another thing to worry abt ... haix ...
i was actually looking forward to this day ever since the last day of exam ... but for now as the day draws nearer and nearer ... i'm starting to get anxious as well as worried ... ):
pray hard tt i'll score well and absolutely NO supp paper please ...
and good luck to everyone ... *smiles*
so scared ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:59 PM
tdy ...
is like a FUN day? coz i'm not rotting at home and i went to SENTOSA with my grp of friends namely: ChengHao, JunXiang, Jean and Grace ... woots!
is like i haven't been going to SENTOSA for years ... tt place is like a stranger to me? ... hahas ...
firstly met ChengHao at Farrer Park MRT then took MRT to Vivocity...
it was still early then and while waiting for the rest to reach, both of us went to eat breakfast at SUBWAY ... hees ...
then then not long after .. the rest had arrived and we met up with them and headed to the tickets station to buy the entrance tickets ...
we sat monotrail to the SENTOSA beach there ... and the scenery there was really beautiful ...
as i like being at the seaside? hahas ..
hmm ... then we went to find a good spot to lay our mat and rest ...
initially the sky was drizzling then luckily the sun came out juz awhile later ...
so guess wad? it's time for sun-tanning!! .. woo~
then we chit-chatted ...
hmm .. after which CH and JX suddenly carried me and threw me in the sea ..
i was like .. OMG .. hahas ... of course gt myself drenched ...
so i stayed in the sea and the rest came in as well ...
we used the volleyball and threw at each other ... hahas ...
they also played the sand .... like burying one another ... lol ...
hmm ... soon it was like ard 5pm .. we then packed and went to bathe ...
sat monotrail back ... and i was so happy can !!!
really enjoyed myself tdy ... *smiles* ...
after which went to meet jesslyn at Dhoby Gauht MRT station and went to PS ...
went to search for jobs but to no avail .. better luck nxt time (:
b4 we headed hm .. went to shop for awhile ...
and PS was like a stranger to me too ... hahas ...
think i must really go and explore ard S'pore ... HAHA ...
so tt's all for tdy ... roy is tired ... zZz ...
pictures taken in SENTOSA ...
taken inside the monotrail ... outside view ...
the beach (:
taken after we bathe ...
backview of CH, JX and me *realise tt the 3 of us wore black T* haha ..
nice view? when the sun was going to set ....
JX, Grace, Jean and ME ... =D
CH, ME and Jean ... (:
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:59 PM
tdy went for mentoring with yvonne ....
then then smtg happened during tt mentoring session ...
my mentee, jiajun cried ... coz i'm assigned to another mentee who is his cousin instead ...
*they have a reason in doing so ...
but eventually ... i'm back to him as the seniors there tried to coax him but to no avail ...
then in the end i'd to take care of 2 kids ... HAHA ... i was like splitting myself into two can ... lol ...
hmm ... then after mentoring ... rushed down to my parents' workplace ...
reached there at ard 5.45pm so which was also the busy period as it was dinner's time ...
then i helped whatever i could help them ...
and i accidentally scalded my fingers ... a bit only so no big deal ... heee ...
actually is not accidentally ... is coz i'm rushing ... hahas ...
*their work is really very xin ku ... haix ... for those who knw abt working in a F&B industry ... u'all shld be able to uds ...
while i'm helping them ... i also think through alot of things ...
for e.g. why am i born into this family? why is my mother is her? why is my father is him? why do i get to knw some of my friends in particular? why why and why ... etc .. hahas ... then i came to a conclusion which is, we are all FATED ....
i knw i'm thinking a lot of nonsense ... =.= hehe ...
well after everything ... it's time to go home !! ... woots ...
then it was raining ... haix ...
and my dad is happy tdy coz *secret* ... hees ... and i'm happy for him too ... *winks* ...
tt's all for tdy ba .. gng to hv a good rest after a long day ... bye~
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:59 PM
tdy supposingly wanted to meet my friends in sch at 1pm ...
but it was postponed to abit later at ard 3pm ...
so i took the time and went down to TPY to find myself a slippers ...
coz my old slippers is 'friction-less' ...
and tt's y i keep falling down if i walked on those slippery surfaces ...
hmm ... so i bought myself a new pair of slippers ...
and it's ORANGE in colour ... my favourite colour !! woots ...
after tt, i rushed back hm and ltr rushed to TP to meet my friends .. lolx ...
met them to play bball and soccer ...
but i dun really intend to play coz of my hand ... ... i juz want to accompany them ...
hmm ... but there's only a few of them ... so in the end i joined them ...
as the more the merrier it will be right ? hahas ...
one bad thing is i wore slippers ... haix ... shld hv wore covered shoes ...
at first we played bball ... then later we played soccer ...
as for tt soccer part ... we played as a team to versus the other 'strangers' team ...
and as always ... it's FUN !!! hees ....
heading twice .. then i kicked ... but only 'shots on target' ... hahas ...
throughout the match .. i was barefooted ...
so ya .. blisters is awaiting for me ... HAHA ...
roy is tired ... and tmr gng for mentoring most probably ... then after which i need to rush down to my parents' workplace as i need to help them .... zZz ...
to my dear friends: thanks for the encouragement !!! *smiles*
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:56 PM
replies to tagboard =)
nameless: yea .. i see ... u played badminton ytd ? hahas ... u and ur friend so funny can .. keep resting ... lol... it's fun playing sports !!! hmm ... i agree tt rather than keep playing, we should go and find jobs ... so we can like earn money during this free period of time tt we have ... but but but at the same time we also must enjoy !!! hees ... coz without u knowing, sch gna reopens very soon ... ): so we shld enjoy as much as we can alright ... hahas ... =D dun wry ... if i've got any jobs in hand, i'll recommend to u de k k k .... (: oh ya ... i thought u have my email address ? but nvm .. here is my email address: roykimki@hotmail.com (:
Camy (BSS): hahas ... blue one ? hmm ... tt's ur favourite colour isn't it ? right right right ? hees .... see i'm so smart =.= take care okies ? heard tt u fall sick ... ):
Lin Jia: hahas ... ya ... make sense too .. then s'pore will be very humid le ... but but but i just dun like rainy days ... coz u knw ... ... hmm ... nvm ... hahas ... =p
jesslyn: hees ... jesslyn, u still rmb tt i once changed to the good ar ? wow ... not bad ... hahas ... at least u still rmb wad i said the last time ... XD yea ... dun wry ... hope this is a short term change ... then i'll change to the good once more ... hehe ... (:
when everything is said and done ... @ 12:28 PM
tdy ntg much ...
went to sch to play bball wid my friends ...
hees ... it's fun playing with them ...
but but ... i think i shall stop playing bball le coz of my hand ... ...
somehow the pain is still there and i can't really use tt hand of mine to do much things ....
when will my hand heal fully ??? haix ...
thnx for those who concern ... it's alright ... =)
and i hate raining days ... ):
i'm bad afterall ... changing to the worst i think ...
well .. that's just the other side of me ... (:
when everything is said and done ... @ 7:52 PM
tdy went to visit my grandparents' in the afternoon ...
i also bought something for them ... hees ...
it's like been months since i last saw them ... haix ...
so now i muz do my part ... and this is the least that i can do for them ...
and when my grandpa first saw me, he said "finally i get to see you !! "
i was like "oops .. " ...
not forgetting abt my grandma .. she's getting thinner and thinner ... haix ...
i knw she dotes on me a lots ... but haix ...
watching them getting older and older ... really makes me feel ... ...
but wad makes me happy is to see their smiles ...
b4 i left ... i chatted with my grandpa ...
and he talked a lot of things to me ... mostly is logical and sensical things ...
"I'll not let you down, Grandpa . " =)
after bidding goodbye .. went to see doc ...
coz my hand still ... ... sigh~
rubbing my hand ... and also did acupuncture ...
oops ... needles .. =X
but only a bit of pain .. hees ..
chatted with tt uncle there ... hv some laughing session too ... wahahas ...
after everything ... he prescribed some pills and cream for me ....
then it's time to go home ... xD
below are some pictures taken ...
ouch .. can see the needle ?
when everything is said and done ... @ 6:37 PM
