study study study ... ?!
anw .. term-test is ard the corner which is juz merely less than 2 wks away ...
i've not really started my revision yet ...
effective study is what i need .. but i'm not sure how to ...
i forget things very fast .. oh why didn't God give me a smart brain and won't forget things de ... hais ...
i'm starting to worry for my main-examinations le ! maybe you will find this funny coz term-test is not over yet ... but because i know tt i'll forget things very fast and till the main exam .. there's sure many many many things to study ... tt's y ...
i'm not really sad or stress .. is just tt i feel ... (don't knw how to say also...) =]
not sleeping well nowadays also ... sigh~
ok .. tmr will be having project meeting with my friends ...
sch work is piling up for sure ... heee ...
so happy !!! but i know there's a reason behind everything ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 10:21 PM
came across an article which i found it resourceful ...
which says, we ppl should have sufficient amt of slp .. coz interrupting slp will disrupt memory-making .. whereas on the contrary, taking a nap may boost our memory ...
"Not only do we need to remember to sleep, but most certainly we sleep to remember," is how Dr. William Fishbein, a cognitive neuroscientist says ...
too little slp clearly isn't a good thing as over time, a habitual lack of slp can erode the body in many ways tt leave us more vulnerable to illnesses ...
Good sleep is a casualty of our 24/7 world.
some advice is tt try to avoid super-late nights followed by sleep-in weekends .. and dun feel guilty for napping ...
so to those who have not been sleeping well or don't really have enough sleep .. please do so now ... heee ....
you can also read up more on this article given the link below ...
adapted from: 'Nap without guilt: It boosts sophisticated memory'
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20081125/twl-med-healthbeat-sleepy-brains-1be00ca.html
when everything is said and done ... @ 7:23 PM
25 Nov 08, 08:22
Camy: lol.... anyway... hang tough! and keep moving on!
r0y: encouragement? hahas .. yea i will hang on and keep moving on de ... thanks thanks! heee ....
25 Nov 08, 23:36
nice: sure ar dun bluff me eh ltr u nvr tell me den u noe..hahas..=)
r0y: ya .. sure! hmm .. oops ... hahas ... :p
26 Nov 08, 21:40
qii-: i was here! (:
r0y: o.o .. thanks for leaving footprint behind .. hahas .. =)
27 Nov 08, 13:17
nice: hey i shared my probs wid u,so u cn share urs wid me too...
r0y: yupp .. if there's a chance, we can share our problems tgt ya .. heee ... =]
27 Nov 08, 13:17
nice: AND u are not goin to leave d world soon i mean dun tink tat way la tink as how many days u cn stay in d world since u dunno d ans,might as well enjoy every moment of it..=)
r0y: oops .. ok .. i'm not feeling negative but i juz feel tt way ... (: yea i agree of wad u say too .. noted! hahas ... =D and cheer up k!
27 Nov 08, 18:40
Camy: hang tough~
r0y: yes yes! hahas .. =D
27 Nov 08, 20:45
joel.t: baby like u don noe how to tink hehes..A NEW U?hahas gdgd stay happy ok?
r0y: i knw how to think can ... hahas ... yeap i will stay happy! =)
27 Nov 08, 20:49
joel.t: 0o0oh n wats ur last wish?y must secret?
r0y: wah .. liddat u also can notice tt i edit my wishlist .. heee because it's a SECRET! HAHA! .. shhh~
27 Nov 08, 22:37
reeeen: i miss my kiwi ):
r0y: reen! saya rindu awak too! we shall meet up one day yea? let's update each other k ... heee ... (:
28 Nov 08, 09:53
jesslyn: something must have happen ... so many thoughts ... but it's good that you look on the bright side . cause it's never too late ! (:
r0y: hmm .. ya .. having many thoughts nowadays ... don't knw why also ... heee ... but the conclusion is like wad u've said, 'look on the bright side' and stay happy! =)
28 Nov 08, 13:44
hao: WAH DELETE UR POST SIA...
hao: ps i being lame
r0y: hahas .. u ar ... ur laptop sot sot de so tt's y can't see my posts ... =.=
when everything is said and done ... @ 4:00 PM
well .. as mentioned from my previous post ...
i should be thankful of what i have ...
my beloved friends and family ...
i've a home ... i can still study ...
what else can i still request ...
well .. some people have said, "sometimes you'll need to feel sad in order to know the feeling of being happy..." but i wonder why should human have feelings in the first place ...
we can just be happy and thankful of what we have around us ... cherish those whom u love .. treasure those of what you have ... right ..? (:
so as from today .. i'll try to be myself .. not to be sad or unhappy anymore ... not to think about much stuffs ... and just live on everyday till the day i leave this world ...
i'll certainly try my best to do tt .. even though i know it's quite hard for me not to be sad over some things ...
well .. speaking of leaving the world .. i don't think tt i can live for so long .. don't know why i got a feeling that i'm going to leave this world ... ):
it's time for a change! .. a new me! (:
新的开始，完美的人生。(:
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:59 PM
well .. some reflection tt i did some time ago ...
sometimes i think tt i'm counted quite fortunate ....
i've overcomed every obstacles tt has put in front of me and also i've stacked the odds tt are against me ...
well .. for instance .. ever since i've entered secondary school .. i've changed somehow ...
my character, my attitude and etc ....
my teachers had been sending me for counselling .. 2 times in fact .. once in secondary 2 and another in secondary 4 ...
alot of things happened during secondary school times ... and now it looks like everything has changed when thinking back to the past ...
i wasn't tt hardworking when i was in secondary 1 .. and alot of things keep distracting me ...
which thus .. led to my undesirable academic results ....
in secondary 2 .. i was almost streamed into Normal Acad from the Express ...
my class and level position was like the last few out of all ...?
i heard from all my peers and teachers tt some of us are gonna drop from the Express stream ...
i was worried of course .. but during the Final-Yr Examination .. i put in my best in my studies and was able to remain in Express stream ...
thanks to my form teacher who had really help me alot ...
in secondary 3 .. things didn't look good either .. i was under the pending status as my overall results was quite bad ... and i couldn't be promoted to secondary 4 Express whereas most of my friends had already promoted ...
but after the re-test which was given to those who are under pending status to have a 2nd chance to be promoted to secondary 4 Express .. i was able to do so actually ... a sign of relief~
in secondary 4 .. which was the most critical year as the 'O' Levels approaches ... and my results weren't tt good either ... as for my 'O' Levels result .. i've passed 3 out of 7 subjects and i failed my English Language ... omg! can you imagine how bad it is!!!
but somehow, someway or another .. i managed to enter into Temasek Polytechnic and got into my first choice of course which is not a bad course after all ...
got to know quite a number of new friends ... and also things went smoothly as well ...
i was worried about my studies in Poly as there's one particular subject which i'm really weak in .. but i managed to clear tt for sem 1.1 and proceed to sem 1.2 ...
all for the above mentioned .. i'm quite pretty sure tt God is helping me .. otherwise i wouldn't have been through that and up till now ... (:
well .. as for now .. i'm not sure whether things can still be going smoothly for me .. as i know everything has to come to a halt when there's a need to ... ):
i just want to say THANKS to those who have been through these with me .. and giving me encouragement as we go along ... (:
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:07 PM
i knew this would come again as expected .. don't uds a single thing for tdy's lessons ... =.=
and there's many many many things to study !!! no time ... ):
i'm really tired .. no energy to move on le ...
so tt's y i'm trying not to think abt some other things ...
trying to abort those thoughts of mine ....
and the only way is to FORGET ... ...
can i ..???
gtg to do my work le ... bye !
it's hard to let go some things .. but i know things will turn out better this way ... ):
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:47 PM
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY Ms Eunice Kua !!!
hope that EVERYTHING goes well for you alright .. and most importantly .. must be HAPPY!!! =]
when everything is said and done ... @ 12:05 AM
tdy we celebrated Eunice's advanced birthday !
went to SWENSONS to have some ice-cream delights ! woots~
then we went to shop around, play arcade ...
and lastly before we headed home, we passed her the birthday present which we bought for her ! hope she likes it too !
well .. a few more hours to Eunice's 17th birthday !
will be posting again later ! heee...
A HAPPY DAY OUT ! =)
many ppl have asked me the same question .. is that so ...?
but each time they ask, i just denied ...
because i think it isn't the right time yet ...
i've so many things to say .. but i just kept it to myself ...
i just hope that one fine day you will understand bah ... =)
when everything is said and done ... @ 10:10 PM
today went to Jason's hse .. with Nik and ZH ...
it's been a while tt i've seen Nik and ZH le ...
finally we got to meet up yea .. hahas ...
then we had our lunch tgt ...
after tt .. installed MS Office 2007 and some games ...
thanks to them too! =) HAHA!
wanted to install Adobe Photoshop but no one have it .. ):
hmm .. play play play; slack slack slack; chat chat chat ... tt's what we do for the day! .. hahas ...
but at least i got to copy the Jap lecture notes from Jason .. hees ...
sometimes i wonder why i'm so different from the other teens nowadays .. who are crazed over the games .. but i'm not really interested in those ... why?! hahas ...
there's still infinity of work to be done! sobz ...
kk .. tt's all bah ... bye ppl! ^^
Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:49 PM
today in the morning .. i board the WRONG bus to sch ! ...
hahas .. i really don't knw what i'm thinking at tt point of time ... O.o
i immediately alight, rushed for the bus-stop and board the RIGHT bus ...
this is my first time standing and squeezing with the rest on the bus when going to sch .. =.=
now i finally got the feel of what other students did .. when it's really hard to board up the bus as it's way too packed .. and thus, sometimes they may even be late for their classes! haix ...
but luckily .. i'm able to reach TP just on time ... relief~
the first lesson is EMATH2 .. which we had our test thereafter ...
the test is manageable ... =)
after sch .. went to do our PCB assignment and we're almost done! ... finally i understand how to do eh ... heee ...
then my friends and i played bball with WenDe and his friends ...
and we headed home after that ...
GOOD or BAD day? O.o ... is AVERAGE bah ... hahas ...
kk .. tt's all for today ... ciaoz~
i yearned for a miracle to happen .. because you make me smile. (:
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:40 PM
back to update .. =)
for the past few days, i'm feeling rather down because i've been struggling with school work and some other stuffs ...
but but but it's OK! because i'm feeling better! yeah! =D
although i know there's still so much to do .. but i'll try not to be =( ...
really THANKS to those who have been helping and guiding me with my studies .. and also those who have been encouraging me yea ... *smiles* ...
ENCOURAGEMENT is what i need! ...
ok .. today is also the day in which the streaming result is out ...
and i got into .. Business Engineering - DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS (BUS OPTION) ...
it's mostly about business stuff and is not really into engineering ...
happy? because there won't be much LAB for this course yea .. hees ...
looking forward to studying in that particular course .. and of course i'll be missing Engineering ... HAHA!
next week .. is gonna be a NIGHTMARE for me again! ... hope that i can complete everything smoothly yea? =)
okae .. that's all for today .. take care and bye people! (:
when everything is said and done ... @ 7:30 PM
i've been trying hard for the past few days to .. forget abt ... ... ...
i know i can't really forget .. but i've to try ... if not ..? haix ... ):
so many things to bother ... and think abt ... ):
another thing which keep bothering me is my studies ...
quizzes coming up and term-test is just ard the corner .. =.= ... stress !
sigh~
really not in the mood !!!
how much longer can i hold onto ...? i wonder ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:35 PM
AWWA SHINE CAMP !!! =)
initially i'm somehow afraid as it's my first interacting with those kids there and also i'm afraid tt i can't take good care of them ...
but later .. everything was alright .. we'all get along quite well ... hees ...
played games, sang songs, went to the ExplorerKids at Downtown East, BBQ-ing at night ...
wow .. tt's fun for those kids ... hahas ...
some of the kids are quite adorable and also some are not easy to be taken care of ...
so we must really have patience and try to accomodate them ...
one of the kids of my grp in particular, Su Yuan, he's really adorable ! ...
he knows Kung Fu ! and also many many many things .. tt his mind doesn't look like an 7-year-old child ... COOL !!! .. hahas ...
then the nxt day .. had prize presentation .. cleaning up .. and packing of our bags and stuffs ...
kk .. anw time flies .. and tt's the end of the camp ... (:
for now .. there's many undone work waiting for me !!! .. ):
i really don't feel like doing them .. no mood also !!!
kk .. shall end here bah ... ciaoz~
undefine ... ):
when everything is said and done ... @ 8:35 PM
got lots of things to study and work on ...
i really don't feel like studying le .. haix ...
i hate it when i don't uds tt particular subject ...
see all the books = faint !!! HAHA =D
stress !!!
i realised tt i've lost interest in many things le ...
this make my life not meaningful at all .. how can this be ?! sigh~
tmr will be having camp .. hope tt everything goes well ... =)
hmm .. a full-stop ...? 我明白了。=)
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:09 PM
DFUND2 is really difficult for me to uds .. ?! ... haix ...
how ? how ? how ? ):
and ya .. tdy is the __________ ...
lucky it's not the worst as i think it would be ...
but still the consequences ... ... ... ):
haix ...
things will never be the same again ... ):
putting a fake front is all wad i can do ... (:
kk .. shall stop here ... =)
now i've realised and understand le ... ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 10:32 PM
first of all .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE !!! *smiles* ...
hope you will strive in ur studies and everything k .. hees ...
most imptly.. be HAPPY !! =)
tomorrow is ... ... ...
hope tt it will not be as worst as i thought it will be ...
it will be OK de !!!
谢谢你们的关心！=)
make me smile ! ):
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:59 PM
tdy had my EDEVCKT quiz during the first lesson ...
it was still quite alright .. can say it was manageable ... (:
starting of the day was still alright .. but towards the end wasn't tt good ... >>>
till the last lesson which is the PCBDES .. i didn't really do well for the assignment part ... haix ....
then after tt .. went hm str ....
reached the bus-stop and the bus came .. but was fully packed so i waited for the nxt one ....
board the bus and i almost slept onto the shoulder of a mid-age lady .. she realised and woke me up ... :p
headed down to Bugis to buy my facial soap and toothpaste .. but but didn't manage to find either of them so i went hm empty-handed ... ):
unlucky me? HAHA !
then also i found out tt i can't _________ for the rest of the days of this wk .... ):
i've also submitted my choices for the streaming exercise ...
but i'm afraid tt i made the wrong choice ... ): haix ...
kk .. i've to prepare the draft for the Jap presentation le ...
really got no mood to do la ... ): ): ): don't feel like doing it .. how?!
it's definitely not my day tdy ... ):
if only you were there ....
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:59 PM
nowadays .. i've so much things to do ... haix ....
but i'm glad tt i've somehow manage to uds EMATH2 le ... yeah !
i want to say .. my EMATH2 lecturer go through so fast tt i cannot even rest for 1 sec ...
he always said he'll go through slowly so tt we'all can uds ... but he don't knw he himself teach damn fast .. haix ... ):
lucky there's still tutorial lessons ... (:
tmr will be having EDEVCKT quiz ...
still haven't revise yet .. but later i'm going to study le ...
hope tt the quiz is manageable bah ... (:
streaming exercise tmr le ! omg .. haven't decide which course to take up eh ... =.=
till tdy i realised tt people have been asking 'Is there a DOOMSDAY?'/世界末热？'
i think there will be this day ...
thinking of it really scary right? juz hv to imagine wad if it really happen?.. ):
but i think tt it's not a bad idea also .. coz we won't be worrying much abt our life le ... it's the END ! .. HAHA !
kk .. we shall see how things go bah .... (:
should i or shouldn't i ? hmm ... does it matter ?
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:19 PM
what shld i do eh .. ?
but since i knw tt there won't be any outcome coz it's like impossible? HAHA ..
i'll have to forget it all ... the earlier the better yea ... =)
我好想放弃。。。
可能，或，也许，会比较好一些呢？。。。
我承认我是 _____________ ...
我已经尝试好几次，但我就是放不下。。。
things to do later at night:
1) revise EMATH2 and try to complete Assignment 1
2) prepare for tmr's presentation
3) revise DFUND2 (if can)
what should i do for now? ):
when everything is said and done ... @ 6:10 PM
there's infinity of work to be completed !!!
how??? i know i can't really cope it de ...
sobz ...
1) PSPS presentation
2) revise EDEVCKT; complete RQ 2
3) revise EMATH2; go through tutorial qns; complete Assignment 1
4) revise DFUND2; go through tutorial qns
5) draft for Japanese topic presentation
6) streaming exercise - make a decision of which course
all are due nxt week ... =X
not forgeting abt the quizzes and tests are coming up .. haix ...
谢谢你！=)
when everything is said and done ... @ 9:17 PM
kk .. i'm back to update ...
nowadays i'm somehow happier .. and of course abit of unhappy too ....
happy coz of my TP frenz .. nice to be with them ... =)
they help me along the way, take care of me and also had laughter tgt ...
unhappy coz my whole mind is abt homework, assignments, presentation and projects ...
i'm juz afraid tt i cannot cope with my sch work .. and i'm worrying for my term-test right now ... *sigh~
juz hope tt i can get out of this nightmare asap ... then my mind can at least be lighter ...
one more wk .. to _________ ... =X
Let's SING TO THE DAWN ...
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:51 PM
我会每天地祈祷。。。
希望一切都没事。。一切都可以尽快地解决吧。。。
没心情啊。。):
我突然觉得好害怕。。好但心。。。
when everything is said and done ... @ 11:33 PM
