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Saturday, July 5, 2008

HOW?!

tdy had another mentoring session again...
after which went to Tamp Giant and IKEA...
then went hm after tat...
no mood to go into details so yea this, in a nutshell, is all tat happened tdy.. hees..


some reflection of myself...
i juz realise tat i'm not a good man after all...
a person tat no one can rely on...
wadever i think tat would happen, somehow or the other it does come true but in a bad way as in happen at the wrong timing... how?!
then also whenever i think abt tat.. i started to get worry but it seems ntg...
am i over-worry or ...?...



if i could uds the other person's mind without asking him/her... isn't tat good...
i wanted to help the others but i juz think tat i can't make it...
so i juz do everything i can for now...


i'm really v tired... keep thinking of this and that...
think till i headache le...
sometimes i really wan to give up but i feel tat it's not the right timing too...
so forget it...
and this is also why i dun really hv the mood to study for now...
so how am i able to cope with the upcoming main examination..?!


i'm trying at all means to forget all abt tat but i juz found myself between the devil and the deep sea... argh!!.. i juz dun noe wad to do...


putting a fake front is a hard thing to do... haix...
maybe tmr or some other day i'm going out alone late at night to somewhere where i can hv some peace... i seriously need it.. =]

when everything is said and done ... @ 10:38 PM